Cancer has hit me hard over the last few years. My son-in-law died in February 2009 . Left behind a wife which was 5 months pregnant and a 10 yr old son. Then in june 2009 my mother found out that she had breast cancer. Well April 2010 I found out I had breast cancer. Then February 2014 I found out I had cml then in October 2014 my mother’s cancer came back in her bones and liver and she died Dec 2014. I just can’t get into chistmas anymore. I cry all the time for my mom. I’m always in pain with this lukiema. I could use all the prayers I could get.